4份PT的日子結束了, 辭去了一份 勞累會磨人意志 這幾天睡很多.. [比平時多吧至少 都在休養, 但也不能一直這樣下去 有再多的醫生紙也成不了借口 我想新加坡的費用應該是賺夠了 就南京那個還得加把勁 今早起床恍到廁所自己嚇了自己一跳 媽的這人不像人鬼不似鬼的是什麼 然後噗滋一聲笑了出來 我想像到你在的話會是怎麼樣 生病的時候你會皺著眉說: 拜托你就別把自己搞得更難看了w 這半年處於安穩狀態的我也沒再發飙 又或許這是寄情課業跟工作的成果 大多時候還在怕 比如說其實我很不喜歡跟不熟悉的人相處整整兩個月 比如說我感覺超不安全的 沒有可靠的人, 被孤立似的. 啊啊.. 又往那兒轉 事隔一年, 再怎想也, 果然是我的錯吧 總是默默的干, 我不埋怨, 只要是為了重要的人 被當是傻瓜笑話什麼的. 我懂的. 可是我還是愚蠢的一意孤行 世界太多聰慧太少善意了吧 就是需要我這種笨蛋從中協調一下 I dun dream or wish anymore. I work and earn instead. Seems more practical. “You don’t love me…You’re just grateful that someone showed interest in you.” – Spectacular Now exactly. You don’t love me, no one does. but that’s ok, I feel safe, with myself. funny when u asked me wts wrong. u dun love me. u want me, or perhaps need me, u dun love me, thats wts wrong.
- May 30 Sat 2015 03:45
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- May 10 Sun 2015 02:55
so called kindness
Ew. Im disgusted when ppl talking abt how being a vegan saves lives and stuff.
I mean no one can bother ur living style, eating habits or wtsoever
Im sick of hearing ppl saying how humane and moral for not eating animals.
o please.. y turning into smth u r not,
like if u were born as a giraffe or deer or perhaps sheep
- May 07 Thu 2015 00:45
ew. y cant u become someone better.
u think i didnt notice tht?
i knew it. i knew it all the time
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- Feb 19 Thu 2015 18:51
Stand by me – Doraemon 2015
- Feb 15 Sun 2015 02:17
Fifty Shades of Grey
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