目前分類：Diaries (64)
- Jun 27 Sat 2015 02:23
singapore 25-27
- Jun 03 Wed 2015 17:19
spoiled
so. i've runined everything again,
for who i dun wanna be, for who i wanna be.
they dun make it.
plans. jz dun work.
- May 30 Sat 2015 03:45
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4份PT的日子結束了, 辭去了一份 勞累會磨人意志 這幾天睡很多.. [比平時多吧至少 都在休養, 但也不能一直這樣下去 有再多的醫生紙也成不了借口 我想新加坡的費用應該是賺夠了 就南京那個還得加把勁 今早起床恍到廁所自己嚇了自己一跳 媽的這人不像人鬼不似鬼的是什麼 然後噗滋一聲笑了出來 我想像到你在的話會是怎麼樣 生病的時候你會皺著眉說: 拜托你就別把自己搞得更難看了w 這半年處於安穩狀態的我也沒再發飙 又或許這是寄情課業跟工作的成果 大多時候還在怕 比如說其實我很不喜歡跟不熟悉的人相處整整兩個月 比如說我感覺超不安全的 沒有可靠的人, 被孤立似的. 啊啊.. 又往那兒轉 事隔一年, 再怎想也, 果然是我的錯吧 總是默默的干, 我不埋怨, 只要是為了重要的人 被當是傻瓜笑話什麼的. 我懂的. 可是我還是愚蠢的一意孤行 世界太多聰慧太少善意了吧 就是需要我這種笨蛋從中協調一下 I dun dream or wish anymore. I work and earn instead. Seems more practical. “You don’t love me…You’re just grateful that someone showed interest in you.” – Spectacular Now exactly. You don’t love me, no one does. but that’s ok, I feel safe, with myself. funny when u asked me wts wrong. u dun love me. u want me, or perhaps need me, u dun love me, thats wts wrong.
- May 10 Sun 2015 02:55
so called kindness
Ew. Im disgusted when ppl talking abt how being a vegan saves lives and stuff.
I mean no one can bother ur living style, eating habits or wtsoever
Im sick of hearing ppl saying how humane and moral for not eating animals.
o please.. y turning into smth u r not,
like if u were born as a giraffe or deer or perhaps sheep
- May 07 Thu 2015 00:45
ew. y cant u become someone better.
u think i didnt notice tht?
i knew it. i knew it all the time
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- Feb 15 Sun 2015 01:49
safe and sound
“在互不瞅睬的狀況下,
我踏著你的影子緊隨在後.
你在想什麼. 生氣嗎. 失望嗎. 不知所措嗎
說些什麼啊. 為什麼不說話呢.
你走得很快很急, 像是要擺脫我似的
- Feb 13 Fri 2015 05:30
Mindscape
不美嗎? 美啊..
不想要嗎? 想啊. 很想
那為什麼不為所動呢? 因為, 飛不起來啊.
因為本質上我沒有翼膀啊.
有些事. 就是勉強不來啊..
- Feb 12 Thu 2015 04:22
04:25
Im scared.. n terrified. N scared.
再這樣下去就再也回不了頭.
心知肚明的我卻還是停不了腳步.
一步接一步的往前走
到了那個時候是不是就連贖罪的資格也會失去了吶
- Feb 09 Mon 2015 02:35
jz another night
hugging is the best thing in the world.
i always think so
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- Feb 08 Sun 2015 04:15
crap
i needa get some slp seriously.
i heard her again.
in crowded place sometimes
no one's yelling i know,
i dun even need to look back to confirm now
- Feb 04 Wed 2015 01:14
failure
If I were just one of them,
everythings in the right place.
coz I dun wanna be the leftovers
but thts not gonna happen..
only good people can be taken.
- Jan 27 Tue 2015 10:35
My Room
入伙了好幾天.
終於把房間收拾得比較像樣
把東西左挪右移
一直重複好幾次才覺得比較順眼
整天扛扛抬抬, 腰都累得快要挺不起來哭哭..
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